I can see why the idea of an afterlife is so attractive to many people. If I knew there was some way that I could see you again for certain, not only would all of my woes be relieved but I would have cause and motivation to expedite such a course right away.
Sadly, I simply can't believe it. I don't think there are any other chances outside of this natural life. This isn't a choice I've made, as I would readily choose to believe if it were an option. My mind simply won't allow it. So I am stranded on this little whirling marble in space, treading water, hoping that something might be made clear again. I'm hoping some aspect of my life may seem important again.
I have done more than my fair share of thinking and for someone of my age, far beyond my fair share of longing.
I find myself in a strange position. Should I... could I... forfeit my life for the chance to see you again? I must admit that it tempts me more intensely each day.
No comments:
Post a Comment